A friend asked me but how are you really? Is a question I did not ask myself lately. Looks like when this question can be avoided by anything else that wins the attention battle it is avoided. Its like opening a box (Pandora´s box for that matter) or more like battering a pinata to be able to get the goodies. I do not know whether I am OK with this motor neuron disease but I do know that I am patient while waiting for the cure. Even though doctors say that there is no cure I believe that Jesus has cured us by shedding his blood on the cross.The act of Jesus is my second opinion and that gives me hope and patience! I realize that I am living in this world and do not close my eyes for my situation. Everything happens for a reason . Although how painful our trail I think we have to pray for strength and courage to go through this process and accept that we are being molded. Thus my prayer is:
God give me the courage and strength to confront my enemies and be victorious over them. Mold me into the form that you have intended me to be. Give me dreams and visions and direct me every day into the direction you want me to go. Let me be sensitive to all that I will encounter and react according to your will in Jesus name I pray.